Happy New Year!

Dear 2010,

Thanks to those who hated me,

You made me a stronger person.

Thanks to those who loved me,

You made my heart bigger.

Thanks to those who envied me,

You made my self-esteem grow.

Thanks to those who cared,

You made me feel important.

Thanks to those who worried,

You let me know that you care.

Thanks to those who left,

You showed me that not everything is forever.

Thanks to those who stayed,

You showed me the meaning of true friends.

Thanks to those who entered my life,

You made me who I am today.

Welcome 2011,

New memories.

New mistakes.

New heartaches.

New people.

New tears.

New laughs.

New YEAR.

(",)

P/S:I wont renew,I will improve:)

Happy New Year everyone!

Memories of December:)

#Sister wedding:)

Awww.My sister finally kahwin suda..Tia lama nanti beranak pinak macam sa.Haha.

Sis,you look gorgeous!haha Gabel says 'best wedding party ever in Tudangan'..having fun la dat nite.Sampai jam 1 pagi stil karaoke-ing,poco2-ing hehe.Apa2 pun.happy wedding day sis.

Today you are joined in marriage,
remember to always…
Be understanding of your partner’s needs.
Hold each other in the highest regard.
Have a sense of humour as you meet life’s challenges.
Honour one another when you are together or apart.
Respect each other’s differences.
Enjoy the good times, and endure the storms.
Make your dreams come true, together…
Most of all, love one another…

#Wedding blessings:)

From left:Dad,Mum,Aunt Saitim and Uncle Saul.

Dorang buat kejutan di church hehe.Kelakar juga nampak dorang pakai balik dat wedding dress.

Cute bah:)Hehe neway,may your bond of love be made stronger with everything you guys face;)

God bless(",)

later.

Countdown to 2011:)

Through the rain.

When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you’re distraught and in pain
Without anyone


We keep prayin’ to saved
But nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can’t


Find your way home
You can get there alone
It’s okay
What you say


I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain


And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on


Step fastly
And you’ll find what you need
To prepare
What you say


I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain


And when the wind moves
And shadows grow close
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing you can’t face


And sure they tell you
You’ll never pull through
Don’t hesitate
Stay calm and sane


I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain


I can make it through the rain
Can stand up once again
And I live one more day
And I’ll make it through the rain

You can make it through the rain

Hold on and stay strong.We can make it through the rain:)

As love is my witness.

Once in a lifetime
You look in someone's eyes
And it feels like the world stops
Turning at once

Well, that's what it felt like for me
I knew right away this day would be
Standing together, believing forever
Is there in our reach

As love is my witness I swear
I'll be with you 'til the end
Nothing can tear this love apart
I'll put my hand upon my heart

This is the promise I make to you
Whatever comes we'll see it through
Nothing can break it, feeling's too strong
As love is my witness

We've both known sorrow
We have known heartache
When our dreams for tomorrow
Seemed so far away

But that brought us closer, yeah
It brought us together
So that we'd know the real thing
That's why I can say


As love is my witness, I swear
I'll be with you 'til the end
Nothing can tear this love apart
I'll put my hand upon my heart

This is the promise I make to you
Whatever comes we'll see it through
Nothing can break it, this feeling's too strong
As love is my witness

I know whatever comes to be
Together we'll face the mystery
Here in my heart, deep in my soul
Somehow I know, I know

As love is my witness I swear
I'll be with you 'til the end
Nothing can tear this love apart
I'll put my hand upon my heart

This is the promise I make to you
Whatever comes we'll see it through
Nothing can break it, the feeling's too strong
As love is my witness

Nothing can break it, this feeling's too strong
As love is my witness.

:)

It's all about Wedding!

Happy wedding day to Nora and Yong Lee Phin!

Wishing you a happy marriage and hoping that your life together will be rich in joy and love:)

Yay!cant wait for December.

It's my sister's wedding:)

gotta slim down..gotta slim down..hahaha

gtg.

Laki bini begila!

gahhhhh!haha.He's funny+crazy and I love him.

Gila kan kami.Wakaka;P

honey,you're sooo gay:P

Disguise.

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for the day
When your pain will disappear
When you know that it's not true
What they say about you
You could not care less about the things
Surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from the walls

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Still we don't know what's yet to come
Still we don't know what's yet to come

by Lene Marlin

Winter sleep.

It keeps coming back to me

I remember this pain

It spreads across my eyes

Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling

It pushes me far far away

I can't understand

Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

* Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart

I'm gazing from the distance and

I feel everything pass through me

I can't be alone right now

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart

I'm lost in a deep winter sleep

I can't seem to find my way out alone

Can you wake me

I know when I let it in

It hides love from this moment

So I guard it close

I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me

I wish I could understand how I

Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart

Kiss my lips and maybe you can take me to your world for now

I can't be alone right now

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart

Please make it all go away

Am I ever gonna feel myself again?

I hope I will.

Gahhhhhhhh!She's my fav!Gorgeous lady.I love this song.It is so beautiful.Angelic's voice:'(

Very touching and emotional.I cried first time I heard this.

Sis Maxine,another song for you to hear.Hehe.

'

Moving back to where I used to be.

I guess Im gonna leave my husband here alone.Ohh...kesian him but I have to do so.This is what I want for my future.

I hope everything gonna be alright.

Dont worry,hubby.I'm going to be good juga.I promise:'(

You too,Dont be naughty here.Be good as u always be ya.

Love u much.

Tiredness and moody:(

This is what happened if you are joking with a moody person who is tired.

Man:Ko tingu tu perempuan tuna.Punya rata tu dada.Buruk o

Woman:...

The other day,

Man:Astaga,kalau iya pun mau bejalan kontrol2 la.Tingu tu perempuan bejalan 'kangkang2' o

Woman:@.@

Today,

Man:Bancila ba sa nampak ni perempuan.Buruk2 mau pakai seksi2.

Woman:(cant hold the tolerant anymore)Hey,biarla ba dia.Dia mau pakai apakah,buruk ka,flat chest ka..yang ko mau pi komen2 kenapa?Ko ingat bagus ka cakap2 urang?Cuba kalau adik kita ka,kakak kita ka,mama kita ka yang kana cakap begitu ko sakit ati juga tau.Cakap mau bagus.Dari dulu nampak perempuan ada ja mau komplen2.Bagus kalau sendiri tu sempurna sangat.Bla..bla..bla..

Man:Ya la ba.Urang main2 seja ba..dua tiga ari ni ko diam seja kann

And he goes silent..

Gahhhh.Sorry for yelling at you but this is way too much.Ni satu ni kadang2 bikin hot.Time org penat mau buat lawak.Kalau lawak ok tiapalah.Ni lawak mau kasi ketawa orang lain ja.Free2 kana marah.Huh.

We should show some respect for others,right?

Even if they're strangers,they got feeling too.

(-_-)

Jar of hearts.

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half a life
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half a life
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Dedicated to my sister.I know you've been through alot with this love thingy but believe me,everything happens for a reason.

God is fair.

We got your back:)

God bless you sis.

Husband to wife thingy

Man:Are you still *********?

Woman:Uhmm.

Man:Ohh.*disappointed face*

Woman:Just waitlah another 2 or 3 days.

Man:Uhmm.Okay.

Bwahahahahahahaha!No wonder he act very different today.Super duper kind and it's weird:p

But somehow,I still find it funny sometimes.

Hey,be open!Dont get me wrong.

Hehe.Enough already.Gudnyte:)

To mum and dad.

Thank you for being kind and care to me.

Thank you for supporting me in any ways.

Thank you for your love to me.

Thanks for everything.

Even though I'd hurt you guys before,

One day,I'll make you proud.

I promise.

The pain never goes away.

Sweet Angel Christa Lourdes
So innocent and clean,
until a disease called Meningitis
took your life away.

I will never see you laugh,
I will never see you smile,
until we meet in Heaven,
we'll see your face at last.

My sweet Angel Christa Lourdes
in your white christening gown,
you are resting in peace
wearing a beautiful golden crown.

What a unique little halo
you have above your head,
the fluttering feathered wings
pressed softly upon your back.

My sweet Angel Christa Lourdes
is what we call you now,
So precious to us you are
even though you're not around.

How we wish we could see you
behind that Pearly gate,
walking along side Jesus
no longer our hearts ache.

My sweet Angel Christa Lourdes
I look for you in the sky,
listening for you to sing to me
and tell me you're nearby.

God protects his children
and keeps them safe and warm,
waiting for Mommy and Daddy
when they are old and worn.

We know we'll see you soon someday,
until then I pray.
My sweet Angel Christa Lourdes
in our hearts you will stay.

-We love and miss you our sweet Angel Christa Lourdes

Happy 6th birthday sweetie,
Love Mommy and Daddy

Firework

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag

Drifting throught the wind

Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin

Like a house of cards

One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep

Six feet under scream

But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you

Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light

And let it shine

Just own the night

Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework

Come on show 'em what your worth

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework

Come on let your colors burst

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space

You're original, cannot be replaced

If you only knew what the future holds

After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed

So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow

And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light

And let it shine

Just own the night

Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework

Come on show 'em what your worth

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework

Come on slet your colors burst

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom

Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

It's always been inside of you, you, you

And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework

Come on show 'em what your worth

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework

Come on slet your colors burst

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom

Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

Boom, boom, boom

Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

OMYGOSH! She's hot!Love her:)

Thanks for everything:)

Girl: Will you pick me up if I ever fell down?

Boy: No.

Girl: Would you wipe away the tears when I’m sad?

Boy: Never.

Girl: Will you still love me when I look my worst?

Boy: Nope.

Girl: At least you’re honest …

Boy: I wouldn’t pick you up if you fell because I would catch you before you even hit the ground. I wouldn’t wipe away your tears because I’ll make sure there’s nothing for you to ever be sad about. I wouldn’t love you when you look your worst because that’s impossible. You always look you’re best, even when you think you don’t. I love you more than anything, remember that.

Happy Birthday to Sis Veron

Happy birthday, sister.

Thank you for always being there

Thank you for being my shoulder

And my confident

Thank you for showing that you care

You will always be my big sister

No matter how old I get:)

The diaries.

"Don't underestimate somebody's love

when you don't even know

how strong

your LOVE is"

Sometimes.

Sometimes, when people are sad, nothing can really bring them back up right away. Not words, not good advice, or even the people around them trying to make them happy can't make them happy just like that. We should never tell someone to just be happy and forget about what's holding them down because we're not dealing with the pain in their heart. It takes time and patience for someone to get back up. It's not that easy.

(-_-)

Forgive them even if

they are not SORRY.

(^_^)

The only people who can truly know your story

are

the ones who helped you write it.

Getting worse.

Urghh!My hair condition is getting worse:(

I really need a new haircut!

Will 'projek-ing' my hair tomorrow.

Bulika kasi butak?

still can use wig maa kan sambil tunggu2 dia panjang dan lebat ?haha

Pengsan nanti the husband.

-_-

Awake.

Wah!Almost 4 a.m and I am still awake.The Buncit also belum tidur,syok dia tingu tv di bawah.Tia sabar mau siang hehehe.Buncit took day off today means hari ni buli jalan2 cari makan la ni.Haha cannot wait for makan cos lamaaa tia makan steamboat owh.Ramai2 kmi p makan dis.Eyan,Ivan,Eric and his gf plus us the family..bahhh steamboat,wait for us kayy :P

Laterr sa upload pic kio.

*tiba2 dis perut berbunyi.Sa laparka?*

lol.

Quotes:)

"Don't blame someone too much

like you never made a mistake"

Agreed.

(^_^)

Awwwww:D

Most Girls Would Love To Hear This From The Guy She Likes.

• *Boy and Girl are walking around the mall*
• Girl: Hey, do you think that girl is pretty? I do! *Points out pretty girl*
• Boy: She’s alright.
• Girl: Oh… Okay, how about that one? Shes really pretty! *Points out another girl*
• Boy: Haha, that girl’s not pretty or ugly. She’s average.
• Girl: Oh… you have really high standards.
• Boy: I guess you can say that.
• Girl: Okay, fine. Once you see one, point her out!
• Boy: Haha, alright.
• *Boy and Girl walk around some more*
• Boy: OH! I found one!
• Girl: Really?! Where?!
• *Boy puts arm around Girl’s shoulder*
• Boy: Right here.
• AWWWW : DDD

You are my all in all.

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising up again I bless Your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name

Something happened yesterday anddd I am sooo happy.God,thanks for everything ya:)

This is so TRUE.

" Waiting for the right time may not always be the smart thing to do because

sometimes,

THE WRONG MOMENT COULD BE THE MOST PERFECT OF ALL"

~(^_^)~

Just the way you are:)

Oh her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shining

Her hair, her hair

Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know

When I compliment her

She wont believe me

And its so, its so

Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay

I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails

I could kiss them all day if she'd let me

Her laugh, her laugh

She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know

Id never ask you to change

If perfect is what you're searching for

Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking

If you look okay

You know I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

The way you are

The way you are

Girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for a while

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are.

by Bruno Mars;)

Love it.

This is my story.

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables

Left a small town and never looked back

I was a flight risk, afraid of fallin'

Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts

I say, "Can you believe it?"

As we're lyin' on the couch

The moment, I can see it

Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?

You put your arm around me for the fist time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together

And there's a drawer of my things at your place

You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded

You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay

We got nothin' figured out

When it was hard to take

Yes, yes

This is what I thought about:

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?

You put your arm around me for the fist time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?

You saw me start to believe for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh, oh, oh, oh

And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM

You said everything was slipping right out of our hands

I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known

Then, you took me by surprise

You said, "I'll never leave you alone."

You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.

And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.

I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.

She is the best thing that's ever been mine."

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you believe it?

We're gonna make it now

And I can see it

I can see it now.

Mine by Taylor Swift

LOl!kinda reminds me of my high school moments.Nah hubby,dis song is for you.Hehe.

Saturday!

Went to Sunway today jalan2 release tension bilangnya Buncit hehe.Seperti biasa Buncit selalu menjamu kami dengan pelbagai makanan yang menggemukkan urghhhh.Apa ble buat,dapat laki kuat makan:)We ate Sushi+Takoyaki+burger+potato chips...hahahah!I am really sure the 'Fat' will be happy.Huhu.nahhh here is the pictures.

Went home around 9pm.Tired but happy.The milky tea yang hubby buat betullll2 sedap.Balik2 request dat flavour hehe.Ok.dats ol for now.Haven't take my bath yet.Gaban kan.Haha.

Gudnite ya.Sleep tite:)

*have to wake up my hubby downstairs.Oh!He is snoring like a ****.Penat dia.