Mama said..

"No one knows
What your life has got in store
You may go walking on the moon
You maybe rich or poor
But I know for certain
If you try to reach the stars
Anything is possible
Your dreams are what you are..
But when it comes to matters of heart
There is no guarantees..
All that I can say to you
Is what my mum said to me.
So one day in my lifetime,
When my world falls apart
I won't cry..
I just tell my heart..
Dont give in,just be strong."

I am tired.

I’m tired of being misunderstood,

nerves are shot,

weak – like old wood.

I’m tired of being ill,

no energy, can’t think,

losing my skills.

I’m tired of so-called friends,

stabbing me in the back,

again and again.

I’m tired of trying to make things right,

i give up – I surrender,

no will to fight.

I’m tired of seeing others in pain,

raises frustration,

drives me insane.

I’m tired of not being able to cry,

i’d melt away,

nothing left inside.

I’m tired because I can’t feel,

walking in a daze – numb

this can’t be real.

I’m tired of being “strong,”

i’m weak, i’m fragile,

its gone on way to long.

I don’t know what else to say,

i’m hoping, i’m dreaming,

i’m begging, i’m pleading,

please, take this feeling away.

Right now… I’m just tired…

Tired of all those dramas that swirling around me.

How I wish my man is around,

So that he can cheer me up-like he always do.

When..

When things are confused
I discuss them with you
Until they make sense

When something good happens
You are the first person I tell
So I can share my happiness

When I don't know what to do in a situation
I ask your opinion and weigh it heavily with mine

When I am lonely
I call you because I never feel alone with you

When I have problem
I ask for your help
because your wiseness helps me to solve it

When I want to have fun
I want to be with you
because we have such a great time together

When I want to talk to someone
I always talk to you because you understand me

When I want the truth about something
I call you because you are so honest

It is so essential
To have you in my life

Sometimes a person is blessed with meeting someone
Who will touch their life in a way
That no one else has..

lol!

Urgh.Juz woke up.Still sleepy oo.I went to bed very late last nite.As usual,last nite I had a long conversation through phone with Buncit.Biasalahh cerita itu,cerita ini,umpat itu,umpat ini..last2 ter'story' pasal Korean's drama.

Buncit:Bie syok juga o tu drama Korea yg bersambung2 tu.Sia concentrate tingu ni Bie.

Me:Iyaka?Aksi ka love story punya cerita?ba jan g kasi pinjam2 urang ah

Buncit:Love story.Nantila ko balik sia kasi kawan ko tingu lagi k.Siok juga la menyentuh perasaan meti.Sinta karas.

Me:Kuh.bagus da kalo real pun sinta karas kan haha

Buncit:Yala.Sia mau belajar da jadi lelaki licak macam ni pelakon Korea supaya romantis kan.

Me:Hahahaha sa tingu ne gia kalu romantis ne nantii

Buncit:Ai?ko tia picaya sama sia?

Me:Hahahaha

See?Funny rite.Brabis sa katawa o.Bikin katawa ba ni urang.Haha miss him already:(

Oh ya.Thetcher's bday is coming soon.Kami plan mo buat bday party dia di church.Barulahh lagii berkat kan.Huhu.He's getting old!Tia lama ada adik suda dia ni.

Okaylah.Enough already.Hehe

Mau sambung tidur lagi.Huhu

Bubye.

Saturday:Jalan+Makan=Chubster!

Went jalan2 today..Buang boring hehe.Me yg mau dkat2 bersalin pun gansau juga hahaha..nahhhh our pix..:)

















































Sampai Ranau around 6pm,dinner at Weng Hup's restaurant and after that we went home.Tired but happy.Hehe.

~Buncit is having Annual Meeting today.Haha.Dari smlm tanya2 baju apa mau pakai la,kasut apa,necktie apa..hehe.Wish you luck honey!~


Gotta go.See ya later.

Congratulation!

Today is the day.Haha.Awal pagi my sis bersiap2 pi Tawau sebab ari ni kuar result SPM kan.Huhu.Lucu juga nampak dia nervous gila ni.Sebelum jalan sempat g dia tanya sa..

Sis:Beat..apa lagi sa lupa ahh?

Me:Emm ko punya slip?Ko punya charger?Angka giliran?

Sis:Suda suma.

Me:Ba.Teda suda la tu..

Hehe.I can see how nervous she is but actually,me oso nervous juga.Iyalahh adik bongsu pi ambi result..tertanya2 pla apa result dia kan.Hehe later on dia kol sa gtau yg dia suda smpi Tawau and siap ambi result da..

Sis:Beat suda sa ambi result.Kesian sa..B,C,D,E ja o sa dapat..

Me:Ah!Yaka.Ko bilang tia mau kol kalu buruk result punn

Sis:Hehe tida ba.9A sa dapat hehe.Semua A..

Me:Wahhhhh! tahniahh la Eyan..hehehe bagus oo..


Yes.I am proud of her.Hehe.Really proud.

Congratulation again my little sis:)

Nanti kami kasi hadiahh aah.

Tagih sama mama and bapa lagi hadiahh besarrrr.Hehe.

"Nothing is impossible when you rely on Him"

Thank you for your blessing,God.

~(^_^)~

Moment like this..

Any man can be a father.It takes someone special to be a dad :)

Our children teach us what life is all about..



















What is a home without them?

Hehe.

Lots of love.